A Note from a Sinner   Leave a comment

A Note from a Sinner:

I wish I was a perfect, sinless man. But I am not. I wish I was a perfect pastor. But I am not. I wish I had no evil thought ever to run through my mind. But they do. I wish I learned not to be judgmental. But at times, I cannot help it. I wish I had perfect leadership skills. But I do not. I wish I had unfailing moral values. But I do not. I wish I spent more time in prayer and meditation. But I do not. I wish I was a model Christian. But I am not.

Therefore, just like you, I am a sinner living under an unfailing grace that I do not deserve but gladly accept.

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Folks whom I serve know that I am no “Bible thumper.” I am not a literalist, Pharisaic leader who asks people to live like me, talk like me, or believe like me or at least how I say you’re supposed to. I do everything in my power to help people turn to God in all things, period. I work at this daily in spite of not doing so to perfection.

As a fellow “work in progress,” I am deeply saddened by some events of yesterday. In a time of complete unrest, violent means were used to clear out people standing in peace for a photo op. A Bible was held in front of a place that has not seen that visitor since the day of swearing-in. I find this deeply insulting.

As an imperfect being trying to do my best for the Lord in spite of my failures, I find it challenging at best to understand this action. Why wasn’t this Bible opened? Why weren’t words of assurance and peace from these Scriptures shared? Why aren’t the values that fill the book proclaimed and portrayed?

Many are referring to this as a publicity stunt. I’ll let history tell that story and make those judgments. I know the person holding that Bible is very much like me, a non-perfect, sinful man. I will not judge him, that is not my job. But I will stand for my faith and for God’s holy word.

Please, in everything you do, keep the sacred, well, sacred. Do not use God’s word, God’s house, or God’s name in any way that does not bring honor to God. In all you do, let the light of Christ shine in and through you. Philippians 2:3 says, “Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility regard others as better than yourselves” (NRSV). Today, I want to do a better job of living that way. Even if I do not do so to perfection, it does not give me an excuse to not try.

I wish I was a perfect, sinless man. But I am not.

Love, Pep

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